Well, hope that gif sufficiently assures you that I haven’t dropped off the face of the earth. Man, it’s good to be back. I miss blogging when I (accidentally) take breaks from it. I love this little community of writers and creatives, and I love getting to write out my thoughts on something, and have feedback and start a conversation.
So. I’m back!
But Beth! Where have you been?
Well. I sorta took an (unintentional) hiatus from my writing. *Gasp.* A bunch of things happened which caused this:
- Spring semester of college started! Woohoo!
- I have been quite busy and also slightly unmotivated.
- I have been working on other “creative things.”
Probably #3 is the biggest reason I’ve been MIA for a while.
So, hi, I’m Beth, and I have been doing other things besides writing.
For example, did you know that I have an Etsy shop? Yep. It’s quite small, and I’ve only sold a few things so far, but… still. It’s pretty cool. I make fan art and bookmarks and that sort of thing. (Etsy.com/shop/fancifulbybeth if you wanna take a look lol.)
Or how about, did you know that I’ve been teaching myself guitar? I’ve been playing for about 6 months, and I’m at the point now where I can have a mini jam session with friends, and actually play songs on guitar for people to sing along to. Such a cool feeling.
Oh, and I may have started a YouTube channel? Hehehehe. I’m not super consistent in posting on it, but there are some bookish/ poetry/ writerly videos up there. Here’s one that I’m super proud of, if your eyeballs are interested in watching.
While I really enjoyed an experimental challenge of trying to post a video each day in the month of February, I soon came to realize that I simply didn’t have enough time to do that once I started college again. (A bit like attempting NaNoWriMo and realizing just how much time it takes to actually write 1700 words a day.)
Finally, I’ve also been writing more poetry. I may share some more of it with y’all at some point, if that’s something you’re interested in.
What’s the point of this blog post? Well, as I’ve stepped away from writing and into other creative things, I have come to two conclusions:
- I love learning new things. But I sometimes fail to have the commitment or dedication to them to really make them work. For example, it was so incredibly fun to teach myself to video edit. To prove to myself that I could make YouTube videos, and make good ones. To experiment with different effects, to learn faster methods, to make great video. But. I’m not feeling like I want to continue the YouTube channel as my main form of “Art-Making.” Which leads me to my second conclusion.
- When I’m not writing, I really, really miss it. Not-Writing feels wrong. I am a story-teller. I am a writer. I need to be writing. My stories are bouncing around in my head, waiting to be written. They are asking for attention. They deserve to be told. So, while I may experiment with other forms of art – be it drawing or poetry or making videos – I will always come back to writing. It’s one of the hardest things to do, sometimes, but it’s also one of the most rewarding. There’s nothing that quite matches the feeling of fingers on keyboard, breathing life into a story that didn’t exist before you wrote it.
I’m ready to get back to writing. I’ve enjoyed toying around with other creative outlets, and I may continue to do so. But I’m ready to be a writer again.